Oh my sweet Josh, how I miss you! My New Year’s resolutions are really quiet simple, I simply want to survive another year without you, to survive the memories that haunt me so, the sounds of your last breath, the empty glassy look that overtook your eyes as your soul, as you left me. Dear God in heaven knows they haunt me with every breath I take, I "relive" it so many times a day it’s a wander I am not in an asylum somewhere. Although others may not always understand nor approve of my coping methods, please LOVE me and except me anyway. I know that until the day I die I will never know what complete happiness is again. I love you Josh, I’ll never stop loving you. My love for you will never stop growing. I’ll never miss you less only more no matter how much time goes by.
Love you for all eternity